So is it really like you are always confused about what to wear, what to eat, where subjects to take, what carrier to make.. . Ha ha don’t worry.. . Everybody is .. .
The funda is simple.. . You really don’t need to think that much.. . yah! that’s it.. .
If you really want to enjoy your life, you have to let yourself do what you like the most.. . For example, if you like writing, don’t bother about what people say.. . don’t bother if you can make career out it.. . you know you start adding necessities and responsibilities to your hobby they become less interesting you being less creative.. . You know I like writing.. . I write the whole crap out of me.. . I don’t really care if you read.. . I even don’t care how good do I write.. . I write because I like writing.. . I want to write that’s it! If a career has to become out of my hobby, it would automatically.. . All I need to do is just keep writing whenever I feel like.. . seriously
Just image had Sachin being into these thinking crap like “How good I am gonna be as a cricketer? How much I am gonna earn? Till when would I be able to play etc etc seriously do you think he would have been anything? You know he was an idiot. He felt like playing, he kept playing.. . he felt like playing more like for hours and hours he kept doing it.. . And we all know where this idiot is today.. . Even today if you ask him, Sachin bawa when you wanna get retired, he says like idk may be till I feel like playing and my body supports.. . So plan you see.. . All just idiotic feelings.. .
Ok leave Sachin.. . Lets talk about Einstein Uncle.. . Bad in history but I think he was deaf from one year.. . Discarded and said as mental by all.. . He tried making the bulb and failed and failed.. . His life was all failure.. . So you know he never ever worried.. . Because he had nothing to fear about.. . He was living a hell life.. . He studied a lot of books because it interested him not because he wanted to invent a bulb.. . He tried electricity because he use to wonder what would happened when I do this shit.. . And he ended with invention of bulb.. . So you see, no one ever thought what they want to do, they did what they felt like and things happened what had to happen.. .
You don’t feel like going to BPO right? Then you don’t need to go.. . You don’t need to worry.. . All you need to do is what you feel like doing.. . And if in the morning you feel like doing writing but in the evening you feel like doing Art or singing its okie.. Lets things get going.. . You know soulds are very complex.. . Its really hard to understand them.. . Let them do what they want to do.. . They would conclude over some specifics someday.. . So you really don’t need to be wondering or in short being in Chaos!!
p,s,: you soul is nice, intelligent and innovative, all it needs is opportunities and failure before they can end up with something nice